1.30.2012

You see, lately...

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jacket: thrifted // shirt: jeans warehouse // jeans: delias

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Staring at this blank page is becoming tiresome. I'll just write something to fill the space. It's pathetic, I know. It's just that my mind hasn't been the same lately. It's changing, just like life does everyday. It's queer to wake up every morning, unconsciously a different person from the day before. My thoughts always transforming, ever-so fickle.

My absence in the blogging world is mainly due to a strange form of writer's block which is arising. My mind wanders far away into daydreams more often then I believe is healthy. Simply ask Michael about this fearful degree of absent mindedness which has been taking me over.

Ah me, I will just keep hoping that inspiration (and a tad of productivity) will soon again flow through these veins. In the meantime, though, I'll just keep listening to this song.

1.24.2012

Our scone obession

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The scent of strawberry jam quaffed through the air. Scones with tea has become something of an obsession with my mom and I the past few weeks. It all happened when she received a bag of scone mix from a co-worker that we began this tea-time rampage. She's made three batches in total the past few days. I even believe we've both had scones for dinner a few times.

Since I can't take you through the baking process, I can take you through the eating process, can't I? If I had whipped cream, I would put a spoonful (or two, or three) on top to finish off the blissfulness of it, but sadly, whipped cream doesn't survive long in this house.

Don't forget your cup of tea.

P.S. The winner of the giveaway is Carli Nicole! Congratulations. Please email me to claim your prize.

1.22.2012

This week's prayper

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Last week was worry. Last week was change. Last week was letting go.

I was caught up in a whirlwind of activities. Oh pictures, pictures. You can learn much about my week through browsing the plethora of photos I took. So sorry, but they're rather dull. Simply photo after photo of earrings, bracelets, and necklaces. Let's just say the shop has turned into more of a part-time job then a hobby.

That's not all last week was, though. It was so much more. I was starting to worry about things I thought I had let go of. My perspective was changed day after day, and responsibilities felt like they were piling too high. The beautiful thing is that I know the Lord puts these trials in my way so I will continue to depend on Him in everything. Any peace, any joy must be through His grace.

In Psalms I found my prayer for the coming week:

"And I will walk at liberty,
For I seek Your precepts.
I will speak of Your testimonies also before kings,
And will not be ashamed.
And I will delight myself in Your commandments,
Which I love.
My hands also I will lift up to Your commandments,
Which I love,
And I will meditate on Your statues."
Psalm 119:45-48

P.S. I truly need to make some photography dates with Perry this week. No jewelry allowed.

1.18.2012

We Caught the Light

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hat: claires // shirt: calvin klein // camisole: walmart // belt: unknown // shorts: from malaysia // flats: camel active

I dug up an old hat which hadn't been worn for ages, a shirt my mom didn't want, and my brother's over sized belt and came up with this. Outfit posts are just too fun.

Before I dwell on being sick the past two days, let's think of pleasant things first. Mom gave me a lovely haircut during the weekend, Nathan is naturally settling back into college, Michael was kindly my photographer for the photoshoot above, and I received my first acceptance letter from a college yesterday.

Now, about being sick. Yes, it's wonderful. Waking up in the night with a gagging cough, the half-conscious sleepy feeling during the day, plugged sinuses, and constantly tasting and smelling phlegm (sorry, was that too much?). It's a bowl full of rainbows, to be sure.

Well, this is me standing up to you, Mr. Evil Cold. You're going to be kicked to the curb with some serious chicken soup.

Campbell's to be exact.

1.16.2012

Missed Flight

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I am getting better at saying goodbye to Nathan at the airport. After doing it about four times, the feelings aren't half so raw as they once were. However, for the first time ever, Nathan missed his flight off of Hawaii last night. Here are a few things I learned through this experience:

- Missing a flight is a much worse feeling then actually catching it and having to say mushy-gushy goodbyes. Much, much worse.

- Dads usually get very upset when things like that happen. Mom's stay relatively calm, though.

- It's fun to imagine what a person in a movie would do in this sort of experience. I can see Tom Hanks slamming his fist and screaming at the poor woman behind the counter, "What do you mean the door is closed and can't be opened! I need to get on that plane! Open the door now!"

- Even after everything is worked out and your brother does get a flight for the next evening without much monetary loss, sisters like me will still generally break down in tears because everything is just so stressful.

- God provides.

- After missing a flight, it becomes very easy to start wishing the person who was supposed to leave is actually gone even if you didn't want them to be gone in the first place.

- Don't, don't, don't think about college anymore. It will ruin your life.

1.13.2012

Jewelry Set Giveaway

Today is Friday, and what better way to celebrate then have a giveaway?

The wonderful person sponsoring this giveaway is Abi who blogs over at Where the Sidewalk Ends. She is a talented photographer and writer (not to mention super sweet!) and has offered to giveaway a handmade set of jewelry consisting of a beaded necklace and pair of earrings.

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Isn't it adorable? Here's how to have a chance at winning:

Mandatory

Answer the question: What are you most looking forward to in 2012?
I am looking forward to graduating from high school!

Extra Entries:

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(+2) Blog about the giveaway - please leave the link in your comment!


Please be sure to leave only one comment per entry. The giveaway ends on January 21, next Saturday, at midnight Hawaii time. A winner will be choosen via random.org and will be announced soon afterwards. If the winner doesn't claim her prize within 48 hours, a new winner will be choosen.

Have fun entering, and who knows? You may just win!

1.11.2012

Days with Dad

A crisp front of wind hit my cheeks, making them tingle and fall numb at the same time. The cold air shocked my lungs; I ran straight for the patch of lemon trees. There was something romantically picturesque about the yellow pebbles weighing down the bountiful branches.

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Our days with Dad hold a special place in my heart. The memories of frantically catching butterflies with a net for a school project (I can't help smiling, thinking about how ridiculous I must have looked jumping around), pulling weeds, getting cuts from pesky bougainvillea hedges, pruning, raking, escaping from wasps a dozen times and then finally getting stung (why me?), catching guppies in a pond countless times, shoveling dirt, walks through the mountain with two dogs named Chief and Bandit (some of the coolest dogs I've met), climbing trees like monkeys, funeral services for rolly pollies, and the list goes on.

Lately though, my days at work with Dad have grown sparse. My brothers and I used to squeeze into his truck nearly everyday during the summers to work (and play) with him. However, as we've grown older, our summer days are usually filled with other activities. However, during this past winter vacation, I finally decided to tag along for a day with Dad and Nathan.

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The mountain air was delicious. After snapping photos of the lemons, I ran for the strawberry plants I remembered were freshly planted from my last visit. Oh, they had grown! I searched the leafy plants and found a few succulent red gems -- the sweetest, juiciest strawberries I ever tasted -- but maybe that was just the glory of plucking the fruit for myself speaking.

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Nathan snapped a few shots of me next to the pond I had as a child so often peered into in search of a shiny-tailed guppy. Once I had possessed three bowls full of them, and one of the female guppies surprised us by having over ten babies which I tended to. Sadly, many of them were eaten (by their own mother, horrors!) but a few did survive and eventually were placed back into their proper home.

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The willow tree was swaying in the wind, it's graceful branches stirring my inner love for Montgomery. I almost saw Anne Shirley reading a book of Virgil under it's shade. Dad and Nathan finished loading the truck with dead branches. Nathan found a birds nest and kindly posed for the winning shot.
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On the way home, we stopped by a huge cliff on the side of the mountain. Nathan and I climbed down the incline and found ourselves next to a peaceful stream which fell off into a tricking waterfall. I had a slight moment of hysteria as I looked down the precipice -- I wandered to the left and started shouting out to Nathan as I stood on a patch of grass -- "There could be a hole in this grass! I'm going to fall through! There's a hole!" I blindly stumbled through the surrounding danger zone, in a state of laughing and lightheadedness. I finally came back to the safe zone. My mind calmed.

The stream's water was icy cold, the bubbling laughter it created made me ache with a desire to have such a stream by our home. The grass was green, the shrubs content. The rocks smoothed by the water's flow. A peaceful bower for the weary and heavy laden. I could have sat there for the rest of the day, but it was time to go back. We left the fairy land of beauty and drove home.

Days with Dad soften my heart.

1.08.2012

Remind Me of Grace

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I remember the day it hit me like a wave a few weeks ago. It was a reflective moment as I sat at my school table. No video teacher was blaring, no people surrounding me. It was just Him and I. A moment of silence. I hadn't had one of those in a long while.

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I was thinking about my spiritual life. You see, I've had them more times then I would like to admit -- the weeks when my Bible is untouched for days and forgotten midst a whirlwind of activities. It is later that the guilt begins to set in. It's almost as if chord between me and Him had been severed, and that I was no so close to Him as I once was. My inadequacies become greatly magnified by failures.

It was in that meditative moment that He reminded me of a word I hadn't thought about in a long while. Grace. Once the meaning of that powerful word finally hit me, I realized that my previous thoughts about myself were very wrong. Not because my failures were justifiable, but because it shows I had been basing my spiritual closeness with God on my own works, completely disregarding His infinite grace towards me.

No good works I have ever done or ever could do can bring me into spiritual communion with God. It’s only through the grace God offered to all people through Jesus Christ which washed away my sins and allows me to be righteous before the Lord. A grace so overwhelming, so unmerited that I can’t help but be filled with joy just thinking about it.

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The best part is that every single, without-fail time I am reminded of His grace, a new-found peace and swell of understanding overtakes me. I am no longer driven by a desire to do works, but a desire to love Him and show my thankfulness. I’m motivated to show others His love because of the way He first loved me.


"There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit." Romans 8:1

I am so thankful for the Holy Spirit, who is continually reminding, filling, and purifying my selfish mind. All I can desire is to walk according to the Spirit.

This year is going to have a lot of trials, heartaches, challenges; but I finally know what my word for the year is: Growth. Simply growing more as a person, realizing who I am in Christ, and understanding what I am here to do. Stepping out of the bounds of comfort, and being harshly confronted with my wearisome flesh. Oh, and then Jesus overcoming everything for me. That's definitely the best part!

1.05.2012

make your own tomato pincushion

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They are plump and fuzzy and perfect for stabbing. Okay, it's a pincushion, calm down.  The moment I came across these adorable tomato pincushions, I just had to make a few. I am always searching for unique gift ideas, and these are perfect for any friends or family who love sewing, though if you're like me, you'll end up making a few for yourself along the way.

Here's what you will need to begin:

fabric // felt // a sewing machine // polyester fiber // thick twine or thread

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Step one: Cut a 5x8 piece of cloth. This makes an approx. 3 inch wide pincushion. Fold it in half to make a square. Make sure the cloth is inside out.

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Step two: Sew along the dotted lines shown on the above picture. Then, across from the open end, gather the thread and bunch it up. I tighten it as best I can and then wrap the remaining thread around the top and knot it tight. Then flip it inside out.
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Step three: Stuff your little piece of cloth with as much polyester fiber as it can contain without exploding. I know that sand is also a popular stuffer for pincushions, and it also keeps your needles sharp. Not sure whether it would leak out, though. 
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Step four: Thread a needle with any type of twine you will be using to create sections on your tomato. Tie a knot at the end of a long piece of twine (about a 18 inches) and poke from the top of the tomato to the bottom. Pull your needle through and continue to bring the needle from the top of the tomato to the bottom, creating as many sections as you like. I created five.
Then pull the needle to the top of the tomato and tie a knot.

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Step five: Now you must make the top "leafy" part of your tomato out of felt. You can trace it directly on the felt if you like and then cut it out. Any sort of star-like shape works.

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Step six: Use some hot glue or fabric tack to secure your felt top onto your tomato. Wah-la, you are done and are left with an adorable pincushion to spruce up your sewing box.

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So, friends, what do you think of this little pincushion?

The first week of this new year has been rather busy, and with school beginning, I feel almost suffocated with my Physics textbook again. It is hard to fathom that this is my last year of high school. Only a few months to go and I shall cross the finish line; and you know what people always do just before the finish line, right? They use all of the strength left in them to reach it victoriously. I feel myself straining to reach that goal.

Hope everyone is beginning a wonderful 2012.

1.01.2012

rewind 2011

inspired by carlotta & megan

The best way I can describe this year is that is was a year of growth and "firsts." One of my favorite things about New Year's is that I can look back and see how much I have changed, and how faithful God has been to me through all of my failures and triumphs.

The year started with tears as we sent a dear brother back to college. In January, I got my ears pierced for the first time ever. After studying and worrying for months, I took the SAT in May. In June I found out all of those hours spent submitting essays to contests payed off, and Oakseed Ministries gave me a phone call. My travel bug was satiated in July after traveling to Malaysia, and I also ended up deleting my facebook account. Oh, and now the best part. In August I fell in love with blogging. So much took place in September: I began to expiriment with photography, my parents bought me my dear Perry, and I also started my etsy store. We painted our room in October and went to an inspiring conference in November. December made me cut my hair and brought home a brother.

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paint a tote
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That's not all, though. God has poured out so much peace in my life the past few months. Situations I thought I would never be able to handle are now almost enjoyable, answered prayers are in abundance, Christ-like influences have strengthened my faith.

My prayer for this year is that Jesus would become my everything. That I would greatly decrease, and He would exponentially increase.

Happy New Year, lovelies!